Life slows in the heat of the day and the prayers at mid-day
are shorter. There have been new
arrivals to the center and they filled the near files of the choir stalls. My groom and I had to cross to the other side
to find a seat. Like most Catholics—like
most folk, I suppose—I am a creatures of habit. I sit in almost the same position in every
church, no matter the design, and it is unsettling for me to have to move. I’m convinced that God plans these minor disruptions
with precisely that in mind.
A large group of visitors arrived just as prayers were
starting and seated themselves in the pews that are arranged for the general
public at the back of the church. I
wonder, were they Catholics, too, or just sight-seers taking in the local
color? To the unfamiliar, the mass must
seem a complete mystery. Without the
words of the psalms to follow, the chanting is lovely but without content. Even with all the appointed books and papers,
it can be hard to follow along. Catholic
worship not only requires all one’s body, but a good chunk of one’s brain and
certain organizational skills as well.
Because of our program, we miss two of the hours of the
office the monks regularly pray.
During Tierce, we were already
deep in conference and by None we will be coming back to it again.
Ora et labora indeed: prayer always comes first here. I am surprised by how easily a day’s work can
be arranged around formal prayers, if the will is present. I am sure that I waste far more time in
idleness than I would were I to carve out time to pray at least part of
the daily office. My daily routine encompasses
morning and evening prayer these days, and usually mass, but that’s all. And even those can fall away when life gets
crowded with duties, real and imagined.
Perhaps after this brief spell, I will remember the proper order when I
return home.
Ora. Only then labora.
Morning and evening prayer ... that's all??? Barb, I just finished Archbishop Dolan's book, and that's all he does. What, you want to be holier than him? (In some ways, based on what he says in his book, I suspect that you are. Don't worry about being holy enough.)
ReplyDeleteEnuf said.